Is It Possible?

That's the question that's running through my mind right now. "Is it possible?" Is there a place where the distinctions between legal and lawful fade away? A place where we are so in tune with the Holy Spirit that our testimony is that of our Lord's?

John 5:19 - “Most assuredly, I say to you, the Son can do nothing of Himself, but what He sees the Father do; for whatever He does, the Son also does in like manner."

Could we ever get to a place of complete utter abandonment to God, that we only do what the Father tells us to do? That we only speak what we hear the Father say? A place of absolute surrender to the will of the Father.

I think it is possible, but I am far from there. I keep getting pulled back down by men. I know I shouldn't let them influence my actions or words, but I am fallible. But my heart longs for a place where everything else compares to Him. Where my answer is "Yes Lord, here am I - send me!" Where my eyes are fixed upon the unchanging one. Where my actions are a reflection of His heart. Where the words that come from my mouth are straight from His? Is it possible?